Hey broski,
So i’m sure that you don’t want to hear from me right now or ever again, but to be honest your needs and wants went straight out the window when you fucked shit up. First of all, what in the world were you thinking when you strung all of us along and made us believe that everything in that letter was true. It takes a sick minded person to do something like that and i know you might get “triggered” by me calling you out but to be honest everything triggers you so it shouldn’t be a surprise that this is how i feel. I deeply cared for you and wanted the best for you, but I don’t know what you expected would happen when you betrayed mine and everyone else’s trust. I know that apparently i’m the one that was clingy and annoying, but for someone who preached to me constantly about communicating like adults with each other, it’s really ironic how i found that out from someone other than you. I would say that I always went the extra mile for you, but honestly i think that saying I went the extra olympic marathon for you is way more fitting. My mental health was put thru the fuckin wringer just to make sure you were okay, but god forbid i needed the same type of support, you wouldn’t be there for me the way i was for you. I literally had so many nights I wouldn’t get any sleep and times I was not eating because I was so worried about your well being, but I guess that meant nothing to you. Being a pathalogical liar is the only thing you know how to do. It sucks that you truly have no identity, but ya know that’s not my problem.
I guess all of our adventures meant nothing to you though. And to think when we were both scared for our lives late that night alone in Wilmington Delaware on the way to firefly, The one i should have been scared of was you not the creepy people who kept coming up to us. We texted 911 saying we felt unsafe and when those cops came up to us, i wish i would have trusted my gut and said i needed a ride somewhere away from you. While there are still times that I wish things were different, I am also super relieved that I don’t have to deal with your bullshit lies anymore. I will never regret doing the things I did for you only because that would mean I am betraying who I am and that is not something I need to apologize for. No one ever talks about grieving someone who fucked you over this badly, but here we are. I want to say have a nice life, but I can’t even bring myself to wish you that after everything you have put us all through.
Oh and just a piece of advice:
Band-aids don’t fix bullet holes
You say sorry just for show
If you live like that, you live with ghosts
Anyways, gotta go homie, I got a whole squad rolling in so talk to you never.
Angel’s only response to this letter was a SMS message…
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